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HAPPY 51st MERDEKA!

like it’s even worth celebrating. all everyone can talk about when anyone mentions ‘Malaysia’ is the current comical state of our country’s politics and the petrol hike and Anwar.

but whatever. i’m toasting to a good year ahead, seeing as i’m leaving school in less than ten weeks, and i’ll be getting my license at the end of the year (damn freaking right i’m getting it, there’s no what if! because then i’ll have to maybe, say, commit suicide), and hopefully enroll in a good college and start living life :) i’m also toasting to good maggi gorengs and ramly burgers, 7-11s, pavillion and de haven; miniskirts and high heels, all-year-long summer weather, chivas and vodka, sticks and stones, and old and new friends.

i was at a barbeque yesterday night, with a bunch of people i’ve never met in my life – skateboarders, people with multiple tattoos, girls who don’t ask stupid questions, guys who don’t try to fondle you, and two very cute black dogs. not to mention about eleven bottles and epsin and coke and F&N orange. ashtrays and iPod on speakers. BBQ-ed cocktails, leftover mashed potatoes, grilled lambs.

and i actually ended up having fun, while he dissappeared a few times, for very long periods.

here’s the thing, though: i don’t even know these people’s names, at the end of the BBQ. somehow introductions and names weren’t much of a priority :)

and on the way back, we ended up at triple 8 with muralli and ghana. HAHAHA the pseudo alter bridge frontman and my gossip girl bitch :) i am NOT hooking you up.

oh, shit.

i’m going off now :) family day. haha i know. what a rarity.

:) but a good rarity.

have fun guys.

Between The Cracks

i’ve been clean for more or less twenty four hours. won’t last long, i know, but whose fingers shall point at me now? i’m mostly tired and lethargic nowadays, and i feel like i should go vegetarian and try to rid my body of all the toxic of the past two weeks. or like, go to sleep.

it’s been ages since i stepped on the scale. god i hope i haven’t gained any weight cos i feel so. damn. fat.

maybe it’s the hormones talking. i hate pms :(

anyways,

I AM BROKE :( seriously, honest-to-God, cross-my-heart broke. i only have RM3 in my purse. … YES, THREE RINGGIT OHMIGAWD. what is wrong with me!! i spend money like water :(

sigh.

for seven whole days, i thought Alter Bridge was some underground indie malaysian rock band. shite OMFG ANIL DE SILVA so help me god, I AM GOING TO KILL YOU.

speaking of which, i heard secondhand serenade on hitz.fm the other day. their songs have been my only source of comfort four months back, and it felt so strange because i was singing along and then i realised, omg how did secondhand serenade end up on the radio?

i kind of sort of so fuckin hate it when good indie bands go mainstream :( look at how, well, crappy fall out boy and good charlotte turned out after they became famous. what’s next?

All These Lives

i’m not sure if consuming panadols with coke (on top of stupid potato wedges and some alcohol drinks) will kill me, but here i am and i’m alive :)

it’s turning out to be a pretty good week after all. or maybe it’s the after effects of playing Taboo all night and going to the toilet a million times and drinking a lot of coke chivas coke!, and laughing at stupid sex jokes and buying a whole packet of pads halfway (7-11, i owe you) and generally having fun.

yeah. i know. i guess people suprise you, after all.

and :( it looks like i’m never coming around to writing the reviews for all the movies i’ve watched. which is a lot. shite :( i really wanted to write them!

skipped school today. even if i did, i’d probably spend it sleeping in the st.john’s room. which is what i did yesterday. god i love knowing that i’m sleeping when everyone else is suffering studying say, bio and chem and add maths :P

kasturi tuition soon.

if i wasn’t late for yesterday’s kasturi replacement lessons (which i had to replace, because i was late for the wednesday’s lessons in the first place), i wouldn’t have to go today. and i seriously think i’m gonna be late today as well.

okay NO, NOTHING’S WRONG WITH ME!!! my life just runs about fifteen minutes late from everyone else’s.

shit i’m really gonna be late.

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edit:

and she asked, “when will i be free?”

Comforters and Pillow Throws

it figures.

my connection have been dead for 24 hours, and when i finally come online, i suddenly suffer from writers’ block.

i lifted this from jillian’s blog :) i hope you don’t mind love! and yes, instead of doing surveys people actually tagged me to do (i’ve given up trying to keep up with tags), i’m doing the ones that nobody tags me for.

i know. it figures, right.

anyways.

Picture Meme :D

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:

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2. A place you’ll like to travel to:

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3. Your favourite place:

Kuala Lumpur, nightlife :)

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4. Your favourite food:

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5. Your favourite pet:

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6. Your favourite colour combination :

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7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

and miniskirts! but i couldn’t find a really hot picture so whatever. haha.

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8. Your all-time favourite song:

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9. Your favourite TV show:

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10. First name of your significant other/crush:

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11. The town in which you live in:

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12. Your screen/nickname:

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13. Your first job:

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH :P

yeah i was/am a maths tutor. but ofcourse how are you even supposed to have a picture of a math tutor? but okay. sigh.

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14. Your dream job/jobs:

Vogue Editor babyyy :(

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15. A bad habit you have (had?):

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16. Your worst fear:

OMFG GET THOSE SHIT AWAY FROM ME WTF :S

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17. The one thing you’d like to do before you die:

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18. The first thing you’ll buy if you get $1,000,000:

well not that car. but it’ll be red :P

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edit:

yes i promise. a proper update coming up soon. in the meantime, i need some serious sleep :(

Sleeping In

oh. my. god.

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HOW THE HELL CAN IT BE SUNDAY ALREADY???

i’m so freaking doomed :(

i don’t want to go to school tomorrow. i’ll just lie in bed until my mother physically drags me out. i hate school – i hate the teachers. i hate the students. i hate the cafeteria food. i hate the subjects. i hate the tables and chairs. i hate the labs. i hate the uniforms.

plus i have so much to blog about!

I WANT TO SIT HERE AND BLOG ABOUT WALL-E; ohmygawddd the best freaking movie this year i swear, the best pixar delivery ever and i heart so much <3 .. and i want to talk about the people i’ve met and friendships formed and i want to talk about what i’ve done all week and i want to post up lots of pictures and i want to write reviews and i want to write long-ass emo posts about all the drama that has been going on and and and. there’s just not enough time and there’s too many things to do.

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i don’t want today to end.

it’s been such a good week, despite everything.

sigh.

and i know tomorrow will be full of shit.

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my facebook profile :)

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and my pictures. and a middle finger.

why do people hate me? :(