Why, Yes, I Believe I’d Consider Working For A Magazine After All …

wait, who am i kidding?

i would die to base my impending career to something related to editorship, i would trade my soul to work at a magazine. not just any magazine, though; but i guess we all have to start somewhere. the frenzied atmosphere, the constant challenge, the brainstorming, the crazy deadlines, the non-stop flurry of activities … i would be in freakin’ heaven :)

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Karma Is A Boomerang; Your Boomerang Though, Not Mine

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I’M SUPER EXCITED!!! :)))

upcoming tattoo plans! all i need now is … more cash. and my birthday’s coming up so i’m expecting more moolah coming my way. thank you daddy and mum; you guys don’t know it yet but i’m gonna be very greedy with my 18th birthday present this year ;) which i rightfully deserve, because it’s been a pretty awesome good okay academic year if i do say so myself; plus (sadly, this isn’t a joke) i’ve never asked for anything at all for like, the past seventeen years :D

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Current Fav. Song:

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Boys Like Girls feat Taylor Swift –
Two Is Better Than One.

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i know. i’m listening to the sappiest song of the year, sung by the two most unlikely combination of artists — one a punk pop boy band, another a teenage country singer; AND the version of the video clip i linked above is one incorporated into the upcoming New Moon movie trailer. what the eff. i must be getting soft. on a similar note, it’s been another shit day. i never should have rolled out of bed this afternoon. i want to go home. here’s a question: if you care so much, what you doing NOT being here? what is this? Make Su Ann’s Life A Living Hell Week?

but whatever.

things can’t get any worse :)

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No More, Please

my head is pounding like crazy. i woke up retching, puking out liquid and bile. because i did not eat last night, and proceeded to drink. more than usual. i distinctly remember some guy telling me brightly, “it’s great you didn’t eat! you’ll get drunk faster.” thanks. enlightening advice. i think i may have a fever.

ohmygod i feel like shite.

bye.

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The Stars Lean Down To Kiss You, Drenched In Vanilla Twilight

this morning,

i woke up in my own bed. wrote a long blog update, and worked on it for 53 minutes. until i decided it wasn’t quite right, and hit ‘delete’. my mom cooked lunch for me — chicken curry, and omelets :) this time, i didn’t just throw the food down the drain. i finished the whole thing up, and then some. my sister woke up, and raided my closet. i packed my clothes, and headed for the door. on my way out.

tonight,

i’m going out, to some random bar. there, i’ll meet friends, and maybe make new ones. there will be drinks. there will be cigarettes. and after all the pictures are taken, frozen in memory, after all the hugs are exchanged, after we all have had our suitable share of fun; we will leave. i’ll leave. and return, to this new place, this relatively strange place. it’s not home, not like the one in cheras.

but this is where i will fall asleep tonight, content :)

and maybe that’s really all that matters right now.

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