A Patched Up Business

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paint a smile. or fake it. even force it, if need may arise. as i’ve been told over and over again, i’m pretty good at … presenting myself in the best light possible. okay, so here’s the bright side: i probably won’t get that job (i accept the fact that i am not nearly as tall or as thin or as pretty as the other 23 girls; so from now on i’ll start a new diet, and maybe get some plastic surgery yay :D FML), but at least that leaves me free for a new tattoo on friday. provided that benny isn’t too occupied.

:)

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I Don’t Need Love

so pretty, so smart.
such a waste of young heart.
don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right?
out of mind, out of sight.

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call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
put a lid on all that noise!
i’m a satellite heart, lost in the dark.

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i’m spun out so far
you stop, i start
but i’ll be true to you.

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i hear you’re living out of state,
running in a whole new scene
you know,
i haven’t slept in weeks
you’re the only thing i see.

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i’m a satellite heart, lost in the dark
i’m spun out so far
you stop i start
but i’ll be true to you.

the best way i can try.

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Happy 23rd Birthday, Boyf …

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with much love,

Su Ann.

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Metropolitan Square Condo; Pool Party –

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i have no pictures with him because … you know what, i don’t even want to talk about it anymore. it’s alright. maybe i’ve been oversensitive. maybe it’s just PMS, i hope. but still. it’s good to have friends who care. and it was a good night. i ended up tossed in the pool; the crowd was fun; the drinks … free flow. vodka + water doesn’t taste too bad after all! :)

i’ve got a job interview/starbucks session later at 8pm! i forgot what this one is for — i’ve applied for so many jobs i can’t even keep track of them anymore. but hopefully this is one of those that would pay me two hundred ringgit a day. no, i don’t know where all the optimism is coming from either! :)

btw, lisa, i want the pictures from the other night! :P speaking of which. it’s a funny story starring white wine and mojito and maggi goreng and unanswered calls, actually … but another time maybe.

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What I’ve Been Up To:

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work. work. and more work. strange — it’s not work driving me so exhausted; i blame that on the after-work parties/dinners. … OH FUCK I’M LATE FOR WORK GOTTA GO GOTTA GO GOTTA GO!

:(