Half Of My Heart’s Got A Right Mind To Tell You I Can’t Keep Loving You

this depression phase i’m going through is burning a hole in my pocket.

let’s see. i’ve spent about rm100 on cabs the week before this; my trip to the hospital yesterday cost exactly rm216.55; i bought two eyeliners in the past three weeks for like, rm70; all the random, stupid purchases are slowly adding up to insane amounts of money — like scented hand sanitizer, m&ms, black pantyhose, bottles after bottles of 2 liter mineral water, rose hair bands, wtf?; and i just got back from forever 21, where i went completely crazy and parted ways with rm148 for a blue dress and a plain grey top. the moment i walked out of the store, i realized that i don’t even like the color blue! wtf!

this is all your fault.

facebook is getting on my nerves. all these photos; all these happy faces and intimate groups of which i no longer wish to be part of; they’re punching holes in my thinly veiled calm demeanor. i cannot look away.

honestly, all i wanna do now is just fucking shoot someone, anyone.

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It Pours

I AM TOO BUSY, FAR TOO BUSY TO BLOG.

yes, this has everything to do with my time-consuming  social life and ever-increasing workload. and maybe facebook. regardless. you want to know how busy i’ve been? i’ve been so busy, i forgot to eat for more than 24 hours straight. not only did i pass up three assignments yesterday, there’s also a presentation tomorrow and a psychology test on thursday; another assignment due next tuesday and a test next friday.

whoever said mass communications was easy obviously had brains the size of a peanut and an over-sized ego.

okay debate another time.

i need my five hours sleep.

goodnight!

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Happy October, Not

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i have had a long, long day — involving a very early morning, two uncharacteristically boring classes, one hungry stomach, severe lack of sleep, a B+ for my Week 2 journal (all because i didn’t reference and forgot to align the sentences!), an empty wallet, bad hair (this is quickly becoming a daily annoyance), WASTED TIME and a psychology test. for which i was entirely unprepared for.

other factors contributing to my shitty mood at the moment: … wait. let’s not get into that.

tomorrow can only get worse.

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Of College Workload: Rant Rant Rant

i’m done with my law week three journal.

on to MIC group assignment, AND a movie analysis based on legally blonde. psychology test on thursday. MIC individual assignment due the week after.

and i pretty much just started on my workload three hours ago, at 5PM, when i logged onto facebook and saw my inbox bombarded with faisal (asking for a recap on law week three lessons) and aaron (reminding us of all our work and datelines, of which i am eternally grateful).

oh my god.

:(

back. to. work.

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